I love confusion. =) That is a very odd thing to say, I know, but I love confusion. Like the kinda happy, silly, spun-around-in-an-office-chair-and-can't-keep-your-feet kind of confusion. Its a blast! Especially when my friends are being all silly and goofy about it too. You know how you are talking with a friend (or two) and then you branch subjects for a moment and then they make a comment that makes you go , "Wait, which one are you talking about again?" Or those times when you know its one thing or the other and their shooting you a mischeivous grin and giving no hint whatsoever to which one is the correct answer? you get the idea. x) I've been having a lot of those moments lately and it just dawned on me what a morale boost it is to my day. =P (good grief... could I sound anymore like a nerd there?)
As far as happiness goes, I'm learning the hard way what it really means. (I bet yur reading this and now exactly what I'm talking about) This isn't a negative post, I promise! ... what happiness means (atleast in my family/school family) is a warm home to go back to, life with loving friends and family, a twin brother, the lil things that you don't notice usually, a buddy that ain't gonna let me go, and the privilege of being an American citizen in the most beautiful part of the country. Ever have those days where it feels like God thwaps ya on the back of the head and gives you a wake up call? Nice isn't it? None of the daily crap matters. ...hmm... I think I'm gonna try this. gonna wake up and be positive in the morning. lol, even when all i got to show for it is a dorky sleepy grin across my face. =) yeah, that sounds good. I'm gonna try this.
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