I can't claim to know the future. I can't say that I have chosen my path for myself. My every move, thought, and breath have been written in the book of life long before the day I was born. When He created me, He knew exactly what the combination of genetics He was putting together was going to do. So He devised a plan. A plan to give me the happiest life possible by His standards. It is the hardest thing to see. When the pain comes flooding in and the tears cascade down your face and you're screaming to the heavens, "Why?! Why have you let this happen?!," we don't see whats in the future to come. We can't see why our choices and mistakes are a blessing in the end. None of us can understand it... Ever. Not till we go back to live with Him. I don't understand. I can be perfectly happy where I am and understand that it may not be the way I hope its gonna be. But they doesn't stop me from dreaming (hecka much dreaming!). But when the rain falls and the storms come and rip my world to pieces, I got His promise to build on. I'm perfectly happy where I am. Life is good. I have my fair share of struggles but the only serious threat/thing I have to worry constantly about in my life is not busting my knees the rest of the way and not getting another concussion. Small potatoes. But learning contentment and happiness in Him isn't just for the times when your heart is totaled, its for when you think you can do everything on your own. Your life is not your own, it is a gift. Use it wisely, and what it was given to you for. Don't use it like those socks you got for christmas last year and use them to make flour bombs.
Like a rubic's cube, our beautifully written stories are practically impossible to figure out. All that we have to go on is the acceptance of the unknown, and trust that it will turn out for the best outcome imaginable.
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